happy holiday peeps..
im feeling a little bit upset right now :'/ why? here:
Q is stand for question and A is stand for answer :)
Q : dont you wear any 'body shirt' (baju ketat) anymore?
A : eh, i always wear it..but only when im at home.
Q : you still young, why did you wear all those big size shirts?
A : cause im still young im wearing those big size shirts. i dont want to bring all of my mahram into the
hell.. my ustazah said, "kalau tak tutup aurat, kita bukan masuk neraka tu sorang-sorang. kita bawa
sekali ayah kita, abang kita, adik lelaki kita dan ramai lagi mahram kita. awak tak sayang ayah ke? tak
sayang abang ke?" so, i love them so damn much. how i can let them enter the hell just because im
not covering my aurah.
Q : im glad to hear that. but please, when you started to wear the jubah and big size shirts, dont ever
think to change it. im afraid you will return back to the old you.
A : no no.. even i myself hate the old me. in syaa' Allah i will be like this till my last breath.
im still asking and garu kepala macam orang utan "only old women, the makcik-makcik or maybe grandma can wear jubah? big size shirts? or tudung labuh?"
oh man..come on..takkan bila dah tua baru nak berubah? takkan bila dah tua baru nak pakai baju longgar-longgar, nak pakai tudung labuh? tapi, old lady nowadays bukan semua yang tutup aurat right? jadi whats the point kalau kita cakap "engkau masih muda, buat apa nak pakai baju besar-besar macam ni? masa muda lah engkau kena enjoy. kena try pakai baju yang grand-grand"
excuse me please, if im wearing all those 'small' shirts right now, im mean in this age, how can i wear something like jubah or tudung labuh? only if Allah buka hati kita untuk pakai semua tu. but if not? tepuk dada tanya iman :)
sampai bila nak tayang aurat? sampai bila nak pakai baju sendat-sendat? sampai bila? nak tunggu fashion baju ni end? fashion baju takkan habis akak, adik, makcik. orang barat akan selalu cari jalan supaya kita sesat. supaya kita jauh dari landasan yang betul. yes, maybe kita nampak ramai yang pakai tudung. tapi, did they covering their aurah properly? im not saying that im a perfect ever person, im not saying that i already cover my aurah properly. but at least im trying to cover my aurah.
"at least kalau hang tak dapat pahala berhenti buat dosa, dapat pahala cuba pun jadi lah" - mat luthfi
so, for those yang mengadapi masalah yang sama macam di atas tu, harap banyak besabarlah ye :) tak semua orang sokong apa yang kita buat. tak semua orang suka bila kita cuba jadi baik. jadi bersabarlahh. sesungguhnya Allah bersama dengan orang yang sabar..
"kalau kita ikhlas berubah kerana Allah, kalau kita pakai jubah,simpan janggut hanya ikut mengikuti sunnah Baginda, kita takkan goyah walau kena tiup dengan angin puting beliung"
everyone need time to accept the new YOU, so let the time heals everthing :)
Barakallahu fik.